There are sometimes when we don't know what to do!
We just have to stop and think about the better option. But it's an impossible thing to be done. So you ask some people about what they would do, in your place. Nothing they say can really help you, because everything depends on you. You have to take this decision and that's all.
Your mom cannot decide for you anymore, nor your dad. Everybody will be selfish and you should be too. 'Cause you'll suffer the consequences all by yourself.
Like I said, no matter what I say here. Everything is on your hands. And you have to decide. Well, that's your life, man. Not mine, not your parents'.