Unspoken words

What else do you want me to say?
Haven't I spoken everything?
Didn't you understand what I meant?
How can I make it more obvious?

Everything you heard came from me.
And everything was from my deep.
I really wanted to say those words.
I really wanted you to hear it.

But, please, don't ask me to repeat.
And the reason I wouldn't repeat
is not because it hurts.
I just can't remember what I said.