Because she
decided to live her life. Without feeling down, depressed, ill. Perhaps the
thought of having someone around her bed of hospital, doing everything to
please her, or everything that she needs, never passed through her mind. We don’t even know if she likes this scene.
She can’t
stand up and walk alone till the end of the runway. Can you blame her? What would
you have done, on her place. We don’t know what exactly he (the doctor) said,
neither what exactly she heard. Will you still judge her?
It must be
painful enough to see that pity look from people to her, all the time. To have
people trying to please her on her last minutes – we don’t even know when it
will be.
Perhaps she
decided not to live those last minutes in a bed, on her house, trying not to
throw up because of the medicines. Perhaps she decided to walk till the end of
the runway all by herself. And she did. We don’t know if the medicines would
allow her to do it, and wouldn’t lead her to the same bed of hospital, with the
same people trying to please her, and the same pity look on her way.
It is sad
to see her there, trying to find a piece of air, to put it into her, without
feeling tired because of it. It’s sad the look on her face. But she doesn’t regret.
Because she lived her last days the way she chose.
And my
question remains:
Who can
judge her?
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